wolf parade

Give me your eyes, I need sunshine

Your blood, your bones, your voice, and your ghost

We've both been

A very brave

Walk around with both legs

Fight the, the scary day

We both pulled the tricks out of our sleeves

I'll believe in anything and

You'll believe in anything

I Said

I'll believe in anything and

You'll believe in anything

If I could get the fire out from the wire

I'd share a life and you'd share a life

If I could take the fire out from the wire

I'd share a life and you'd share a life

If I could take the fire out from the wire

I'd take you where nobody knows you

And nobody gives a damn

I said nobody knows you

And nobody gives a damn

And I could take another hit for you

And I could take away the trips from you

And I could take away the salt from your eyes

Take away skin and salt in you

And I could give you my apologies

By handing over my neologies

And I could take away your shaky knees

And I could give you all the olive trees

And look at the trees and look at my face and look at a place far away from here

So give me your eyes, I need sunshine

lost

At times I do feel so lost. Up here in this strange town with no real friends to call my own. I have my bf but we just aren't the same. On our anniversary he said he liked talking to me, said we should talk more.  But when I try to talk to him sometimes he just doesn't listen. We are preoccupied with our phones, technology, texting, instagram. It, at times, seems to much for me. I feel as though I am supposed to lead a more simple life. I feel like something is missing. I feel like I should be somewhere else.
I am sick of this house, which we signed a 12 month lease. It has been a month and a half. I knew the responsibility would be more but I did not imagine I would be taking care of a huge 3/2 all by myself. One roommate is a full time bartender and stays with her bf a lot and the other is just a random, irresponsible, does-what-she-wants kind of girl who doesn't help me for shit. So anyways after this month and a half I am already contemplating getting out of this lease. That all depends on the decision I am waiting for. I don't want to say what it is, but I am crossing my fingers. If the decision is a yes, a whole new door opens for me. I can change my life.
Because you see, I feel as though I am not truly happy with my life. I need change, I need to do what I want. What do I REALLY want.....

Mini haul!:)

Had a coupon for Styles For Less so I went & checked it out & I found some realllly cute skirts & dresses! I'll elaborate more soon.... maybe photo shoot :D

Wow! One year...

One year ago, I moved to Orlando. I cannot believe it! I was so alone when I first moved up here, and that is what drove me to start this blog in the first place. Now it has been one year and it flew by. I got sucked into working full time, then changing jobs, working part time, going to school at a Univ. full time, meeting new people, trying new things, moving from an apartment to a house, and last but not least getting a puppy! Anywho, my plans were to really stick with this blog, but that didn't really work out. Now I find myself wanting to blog again! I have some big plans ahead and possibly some changes... we will see where the path takes me :) I deleted all the useless blogs I was following & I am going to attempt to follow relevant ones, post comments & get back to others. I know my blog is not very good at the moment but I plan to work at it some more! I used to be so computer savy, and now I am so not haha.... Well anyways to get back into it:

I'm 20 ! Happy Birthday to me, one more year till I can really party ;) I went home to see the family, that is all I could have asked for on my birthday!












I recently did some small thrifting, traded in some of my old clothes for some new ones :) So heres a look at one of my first outfits:

 The dress is still being sold at Styles For Less I believe, and the belt I found at a local goodwill. My bag is made from an old album, Three Dog Night, and some old newspapers. I found it at a thrift store a few years ago and it is really cool. My hair clip is from Bali Imports in Lake Worth FL. Every time I'm in Lake Worth I have to go there. Everything is so cheap and unique!! Anyways that is all for now, I will update more on life & fashion when I can. Thanks for the support <3

Classes start monday :D

This is my new apartment, living with two roomies this year. Pillows & artwork I ordered from Urban Outfitters and I think my stepmom found the lamp at a TJ max :)

cupons / getting ready for my first year at a uni :)

a university, that is! i did one year of community college, it was easy- but i disliked it. rush week is this week, and i am kind of sad i am not doing it. my friend from work said they have spring rush. any opinions from anyone? well anyways it has been rainy lately- found a news paper and started cuponing, hey... times are hard.











wanted to put a cute outfit together for work today, but to be honest i feel like i ended up looking like every other girl out there.




belt was actually a scarf (old navy) shorts are forever 21, and the top is charlotte russe. boots are unknown, found them at a thrift store :) ----->

today is a good day !

  
First day at my new job went well. Only had to be there from 10-2, and it went by super fast ! I wore this shirt, found at plato's closet, paired with American Rag jeggings, and a pair of shoes my mom got me a couple years ago for my birthday (she spent way to much on them - makes me want to keep them forever :p) Pulled out a pearly headband with a black bow to kind of match the shoes :) Almost forgot to show the back of the shirt! Its the best part ;)

  I need to get into this blogging thing a little more, not really sure who to follow / how to get people to follow back ... but I'll keep trying!